Title:	My story, my life
Date:	2007-09-29 @ 16:01
Security:	public
Location:	Home.
Music:	Simple Plan - Untitled
Mood:	sad

I didn’t have a good week, and I am reaching the end of the week soon. Sunny Saturday and I just woke up not long ago. Summary of this week: down and tiring.

A lot of changes happened this week. I feel that I didn’t concentrate enough in classes and it got me a B, B and a C for three of the module this week already. It’s the first time I got a C. It’s somehow demoralizing for me. Perhaps I should learn from Gloria and do some self-reflecting already.

Had a great Wednesday as I work quite a bit of my body and my muscles are still aching. That’s the way to keep fit I think.

However, another down thing is that I took a cab everyday to school this week. The 5 trips cost me around $89.90 if I am not wrong.

This week, made Jasmine cry, made people irritated and there’s a lot more. It’s real damn tiring. I know how Alvin feels. We want to make people happy, however not everyone appreciate. And there are different reactions you can get from different people. Damn different.

Nicol: I am happy for you too. You’ve got what you want.

Jasmine Tan: Study hard.

Jasmine Bock: Still, sorry.

Alvin: I know how you feel. No worries. Just be yourself.
Finally, good week to really let me relfect. And to let me learn.

Title:	Untitled
Date:	2007-09-27 @ 10:37
Security:	public
Location:	Rp, W14H
Music:	Jonas Brother - 6 minutes
Mood:	depressed

to jasmine: i am sorry. i thought you were playing a fool. i am too sensitive.
i kept on doing things that irritate people i admit.
sorry for walking away. i was feeling too ashame.
sorry.

Title:	Untitled
Date:	2007-09-23 @ 05:28
Security:	public
Location:	behind you.
Music:	Craig David: Fill me in
Mood:	bored

kept complaining that i was busy as school had started.
but what am i doing now. i am fucking just trying to find something to do la.
wtf. maybe things are slowly piecing back together. however i still will do what i must do.

so much sick shit. i am tired already. i used to think all this sick shit are caused by people around me. i think that they have a problem. but i am wrong. i think that i am the one who has got all the problem.
it's time to reflect. for this period. don't know how know it will be. i will step down. lower my communication. and think.
all the things i had done for the past few months. it caused alot of misery. not just misery for myself. but i think it also hurt alot of people.
afterall. i am just the ultimum loser losing everything. i thought i am good. but actually i am not. i seriously need some reflection. perhaps some might not think so. but i can tell you that after thinking that what i had done for this past month. i think i am sick.
i think i should just return to my life. 4E6. W26Q.
i am just leading a pathetic shit life right now.

Movie Title: I know who killed me
My rating: 4.2/5
Rating: NC-16
Main Cast: Lindsay Lohan
Feeling aroused: Horrible, Gross, Touched, Happy and Confuse
Post:
    The movie itself contains some nudity. Some naked women dancing around. I don't understand why it's NC-16. Perhaps it's just a few second not exceeding minutes. I think it's also because of this reason and that is why Cathay, Marina Square do not screen it. I caught it at Plaza Singapura Golden Village. +0.5
    The title of the movie was mention by Lindsay Lohan only for once in the whole movie. I feel that maybe they could had named the movie any other name like Delusionallism. Moreover, it does not really carry the meaning of I know who killed me. -0.1
    It's a mystery of the mystery movie. All I can say for what's happening in the movie is Stigma is happening. In the introduction, it's very misleading. And throughout the show, before the anyother introduction towards the climax, is misleading. However, not to worry, the director will solve them one by one for you and bring you out the picture. +2
    Beautiful ending in the end I must say. And for the show, the viewer will keep their mind moving and moving. Why this and why that? That's what happening to me and my friends. Catch it on a weekday night so that it would not be so crowded. Or prepare kick some ass for discussing loudly. +1.5
    Oh, and I forgot to add. It's a gross show as well! +0.3